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Friday April 16

Back in the saddle again

...You know it's bad when my blog doesn't automatically sign me in. That means I have been gone way too long.

I keep promising I will get back to this soon and then life just happens. Work is pretty busy...busy enough that my downtime is surfing one website haunt vs. the 5 or 6 I used to haunt. I'm working on editing a cookbook for the gang online at Cooking Light, we're house/condo shopping and caught up with a couple of paying hobbies so it's just kookaloo.

The sad news is that there is no middle of the road for me..middle of the road doesn't work for me. I'm pushing my clothing boundaries so that means back to strict points counting for me. I've started daily emails with a buddy to do a points and activity check in which is helping me focus immensely. So does warmer weather and realizing I like clothes shopping. And clothes shopping in several stores vs. one or two. Feeling sexy in what I wear and how I look is so much more important to me than the bowl of hershey kisses that sit outside my cubicle. I felt sexy about 10-15 lbs ago. I don't right now. I may never get under a 14, but I can't ride the slippery slope up to women's sizes again.

It's a constant struggle. I'm still trying to be like normal people are with food.

But who the hell is normal anymore?

j

4/16/2004 03:19 pm link to this post