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Monday November 8

She's Alive!!!!

Wow, I can't believe I haven't posted since August. I guess it's because weight wise, there is NO NEWS. I've been doing the metformin thing for a few months now and I fluctuate up and down. I was on WW for 10 weeks and went up and down every week. By the end of the ten weeks I had lost like .4...very depressing. So right now, I'm in limbo. I don't care enough at this moment to commit like I did when I was doing BFL and Rock Hard Challenge...If I got back to that enthusiasm, I could probably squeak out weight loss. Maybe the inspiration will come soon. I'm so crazed. The house trauma lasted MONTHS. We finally closed on 10/15 and now Chaz and I have been swamped putting in hours, painting/peeling/spackling/cleaning/packing etc. We're moving in two weeks. I did join Curves so I have that in addition to all the activity I'm getting being an "old home" owner. I was going to do this fancy front page to explain I wont be updating for awhile, but I figured I would post here while I had the time. I also got a promotion. So it's not a dull moment around here.

It's bittersweet right now. There are so many fantastic things happening to me that I have nothing to complain about. I know I'm on the verge of maybe turning the last weight loss corner, but I have no energy to start that engine for fear of disappointment (maybe) or just lack of obsessive devotion required for me to be successful (mostly).

Keep me in your thoughts everyone. I truly hope that I will get there someday. In the meantime, you wont be hearing very much from these parts :)

JeAnne

11/8/2004 04:59 pm link to this post